Cynical Hiccup

Must I always be the one to do the arranging with him now? It was his decision to end the relationship, he should organise the meet up where we exchange our stuff.

And I didn’t watch any news today. Steering clear and talking to friends for the first time in years instead.

I’d been so cut off. And for what?

Too exhausted to come up with a proper comment.

But wouldn’t it be nice if Boris Johnson went to prison for all his lies. That could be a good thing, albeit unlikely. They always get off scott free.

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Oh yeah and the Brexshit party have replaced the ukippers in popularity. That’s what the EU elections has shown, amoung other rubbish things. What a crappy time to be alive.

Additionally it was an alright day today.

Exhausted. Can hardly keep my eyes open. Which is nice albeit surprising. - -

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#destroymewhenitsallover #sleepatlast

So then, here’s today’s abridged summary. -

Yeah things aren’t great.

And I was asked by someone to remove the last two drawings because someone else squealed. So I did, on Facebook, Twitter and Instagram.

What have I become? Diminished and lurking in the shadows.⠀

She, meanwhile, is solid. Nourished vividly in his thoughts.⠀

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For years I thought we were secure. I though it was me you liked. What a fool. Were you looking for an opportunity all the time?

Once

I am left with a stalk of who I once was.

Started drawing again.

Going through something horrible.

A couple of people broke me.

Self indulgent post.
Been sad. Free falling.

But something else changed today. It is a glimmer.
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A few blurry pics from the Idles gig on Thursday night. Would’ve taken more but was a) far away from the stage, and b) the show was so good I wanted to experience it properly instead of through my phone.
The lighting for this gig was the best I’ve seen for a long while. Totally sympathetic to the music. Something that’s not often considered.
So maybe I should’ve taken more photos to demonstrate that. Hi ho.
Also was completely surprised by how skilled the band are. Just a phenomenal gig all round.

Thanks Idles. That was one of the best Christmas presents I ever got for my mum. Marvellous show.
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